I just recently let go of a friendship that wasnt working, why have such a toxic relationship in ur life you know isnt working so i just let it go amd im happier for it
So I had my first photo shoot today… I felt so awkk
Really i thought you do those all the time doppleganger lol
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At work bored as fuck, how is ur day going?
There comes a time in someones life that you just gotta walk alone and feel the pain of heartache and sadness, before you can truely let someone in.
I’m traveling to a North Carolina today and i’m looking forward to seeing my mom, sister and her two kids, i’m trying to make this trip fun but all i can think about is my ever growing anxiety over the fact that im losing my friends left and right and its making me think about the time that i chose the coward way out, and how i felt so alone and disconnected from everyone and the world, so im really trying my best to keep from going to that dark place again. I can literally count on one hand how many true friends i have and that’s “none”, ont get me wrong i have “friends” its just so hard to know if that “friend” really wants to be my friend, i know i consider most “real” true friends and i just don’t think they feel the same way, lopsided friendships are the worst there is because you feel that you are doing all the work and putting so much effort in and dedications and heart into it that sometimes you just want the other person to listen and be there when you need them, and not have that constant feeling that your alone in the world.
So many things going on in my head at the moment that its hard to release the tension that i have for some people
What The Fu*k
Well thanks to my so-called friend my night has came to a crashing halt, im really getting tired of you lame ass bullshit you need to get ur shit together bc im tired of telling you the same fucking thing all and all you dont listen, but you keep asking for my advice so next time im just gonna slap you when you do something dumb ass hell so be prepared to get slapped everyday
The most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen, well after zac efron lol
You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything… affects everything.
— Thirteen Reasons Why (Jay Asher)
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I drew this a while back inviting spring in and it was at a tough place in my life and making it made me feel like i can start over